NEW

NEW....!?
there is no such a thingzzz as new, nothing is, take a look at nature, as a biologist, there is such thing as adaptation, its appears to be new, but it's not, just like a new age, and so on, ( imagination gone wrong ) the entropy itself shows clearly that there can not be something as new, there is only things that we haven't seen yet, but it doesn't make them miraculously new,and if we homosapians species, newly arraved on this planet with an illusion of enlightenment, thinking only in terms of privileged amongst other species, allured by ignorans, in our blindness of our infancy, came to claim gods throne, only know how to compare without deep investigation, and unending patience, just like the nature suggest, going against ourselves in the hurry to get somewhere we have no clue whatsoever, which does not exist, in search of divine whatsoever thing
and here we are to stumble on our own shadow of self importance

AFRICAN MEMORY

Sometimes i get confused with my feeling, regarding that in da world is too few thinkers, 

or it is at least there&here, somewhere,  is some

 ~~~*o*~~

and here i am watching my thoughts passing by, as the air is thick with evening prayer, and sound of bells are ringing on passing by horses

~~*o*~~

MIND WHEEL

Conception is not the same as birth

long ago
 idea was conceived

~~~~*O*~~~~

idea of civilization
~~~*O*~~~

are you actually give birth considering
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i am diver
don't argue with me 

my tone is justified depth
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EXPERIENCE AND EXPERIENCER

interesting :>

when someone says, I am not like everybody else

does that mean, he, she had figured out how everybody is ?

or, by natural propensity we tend to jump into conclusions &illusions of knowing all things 

it is very good to understand that the experience and the experiencer are not the same things at all 

and besides, the danger of an idea of speciality undisputedly leads to war and separation, as history suggests, call it a god complex if you wish

worth ponder about 

~~*O*~~

WEEL

one of the fundamental questions should be, why do we try so hard to understand others while barely can understand ourselves ?

is there real thinker are asleep, in nundementionall selffornication, in a short loop of entropy 

where is an observer ?

deep is the rabbit hole goes, and its all starts with oneself, you are your own key, and there is no other ways 

and we all here on the surface of the wheel 

take a healthy vitamin of punctuation&selfrealization 

on the surface of the wheel another day has passed 

and no one is waiting for you 

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FEARS

ununderstood fear will always lead into terror, same as emotion or feeling, 

i am only speaking of psychological fear, but then again, its all starts somewhere in the psyche, however, it would be unwise to get rid of such as any fears, is just like saying: i dont ever wanna feel hunger, you would simply die, but if to think without comparing it, and just think, it could be understood 

perhaps it is a stumble block, to fear to feel 

and therefore remains untouched, and ununderstood

SLOW MOTION

Floating slowly through sparkling clouds

Watching movies called memories

Slow motion on wings

Fading noise of a distant lighthouse

Ohhh

Deep and murky bottomless pit 

Nothing ends and nothing begins 

Slow motion on wings 

Spiral in deep 

Emotion tickles my lips 

~~ *O* ~~

THINK

i am assuming that only fool would think he she are smart
i think i am convinced
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OBSERVATION

picture is such a wonderful idea, but in the sense is a limitation

a fragment of your observational skill 

no one can see it the way you are

and linguistically impossible to share 

just like physics, all we know that is a contradiction 

but the safe side is we don't know more that we think we do 

who know what nature rea;lly is 

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BIRTHRIGHT

I want more, but not what they teached me to want, I want my birthright to this planet just like the birds in the sky, but instead we been given books written by fools, and made into slaves, damaged all of us into corrupt and blined folloowers, so now, that we may repeat the history, and write the same meaningless books, it is not complicated, but our own broken perception, I know what I don’t want, what they teached me I don’t want

LOGIC

if logic is persist than every cell communicate 

at higher rate 

nothing could be ever understood in condamnation 

only in mutual investigation 

shame will prevent understanding

dont you see you condemning yourself by your hallucination

of what you think is right or wrong 

because you think you have a answer

did not consider question 

and no one can imagine it for you 

~~Oo~~

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SENSE

If I am poet, why would I not write

and if I lose myself, how would I find me if I never known me 

and why those things that makes no sense 

the world that makes no sense, will throw the rope around your neck

lets see if knife can make a difference 

and all of these hallucinations

you ask me why

cause, there some things that makes no sense 

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COMMUNICATION

something truly wonderful had happened to me in Dakar, it was that kinda experience that I shall never forget, i met an incredible being, the feeling that i had when i looked into his eyes was overwhelmingly powerful, i knew that we known each other from before our eyes have met, that communication can never be measured by linguistics of any kind. it was evening and i wanted to go for a walk, so i asked a clerk at the hotel if it was safe for me to go on the street this late, naturally he said it is not safe, and i should stay in the hotel, and take that walk doing the day, i only asked that question cause my heart was still overwhelmed by Louga experience, but i decided that fear is not an option, and went on anyways, down the street towards the ocean, street was busy and the evening calm as the sky full of bright stars, which i enjoy so much, i walked slowly absorbing surroundings, feeling how powerful this place is, i looked down the street and seen a dog laying on the on the sidewalk, taking a nap, i had strong urge to approach him, so i did, he opened his eye and looked right into me, as i looked right into him, that second when our eyes have met was the most beautiful thing that have ever happened to me, it was definitely more than meets the eye, my heart was jumping in joy, and i felt strong friendship right the way,as i am sure he did too, i knew if i close my eyes i would see enormous cosmic being looking right back at me, despite his physical appearance i knew he was much more ( he was a stray dog, a big one, real leader of the pac, thats what he told me, and it was obvious ) its amazing how it is easy to communicate telepathically with beings like that, we started to play, and then he took my hand gently into him mouth and we went on, for a walk together, he walked almost all the way with me down the street and back to the hotel, the connection was so strong and wonderful, is like we knew everything about each other, and needed no language to communicate, people around was looking at us in shock, as they probably knew this dog, we was strange looking couple, he was so playful and wise,he regarded with amazing care, for me it was obvious that structure have nothing to do with real quality, that what we see as a shape and structure is just a scratch in the surface, i met incredible being, and i shall never forget him,as i am sure he would always remember me, that was not a first and last time we've experienced each other company. it is more than love its the way it should be

RADIOACTIVE REACTION

Radioactive reaction
gently massaging my heartbeat pulsing lifestream 
synchronicity ain't publicity
cause we dont hesitate we anticipate
nothing is solid 
shapeless nameless lifestream
radioactive reaction, reach for extraction
vibration spreads replies
contraction
important anti structure
but radioactive reaction
clouds bring shadow when needed most
seat down and stand up, put your thinking cap on
if you thinking of cleansing, its time to get dirty
extrapolating what negligent
but first understanding
attentive eye is watchful
let's go one step deeper
imagination all that is, and isn't yet seen
everything is happening now
go one step deeper, imagine
when is a bit comes the ripple
if you see a door dismantle walls
make some noise
fear is an illusion
~~*O*~~

IMAGINATION

love is an imagination of fools, just like heaven or hell, light or dark, i mean there is light and dark, but they are inseparable, they are just one force, universe is constant, nature is constant, thinking energy is constant, however, i am deeply grateful that human stupidity is not, nature knows no mercy, neither its forgets or forgives, it is everywhere and everything and at the same time, it does not need your approval or appraisal, it does not take sides, neither its cares to win or lose, its have no endings or beginnings, its just is, neither fat or skinny, small or tall, dirty or clean, beautiful or ugly, stinky or smelly, old or young, negative or positive, its knowns no pride or honor, neither is above or below, it is constant, and everywhere, but love was invented by fools
                                                                                                 ~~~~*O*~~~~                                                                                        

Welcome to my invisible health spa

MERGING WITH UNKNOWN

The strangest moment i recall, the moment when illusion lost it's mask, 

the darkest star has find it's light, and turn it's fear to dragon heart, and private space expands in time, and voiceless ghost is merging with unknown, and restless mind that dreams of peace to long,

 and hollow space

 is thick with pure unknown

~~~*o*~~~

DESTINATION OPEN SPACE

Forest growing on my head, planes moving in my eyes, lava flowing in my veins, vortex spinning in vessel, open portal, cosmonaut , have no destination, and no plan, outward we go, in open space, who knows the destination, no one, so, here is your decision, only your decision, can take you inward, where you ment to be 

~~~*o*~~~

Nameless field

Nameless sphere expands in depth that reached the void, a fearless hand that paints enormous vast, and flash desaire sparks no more, and painless field unfolds inwards, exposure would not lure the blind, the seed is perished, touched the earth and sprang from dark, and balans seeps in silver line, and golder bridge that knows no flash no bone, and nameless field expands for ever more

Magic beans

The shapeless beauty cast the magic beans, to bloom as phoenix burns in darkest night, to see unseen, to touch the sky, to make me feel that i'm alive

WORLD OF MIRRORS

Within the world of mirrors i found my reflection in every form of life, bezard and wonderful , silent and magnificent, outspoken and simple. I hold the paintbrush, and with every morning a new canvas shall emerge, and with each though new color shine through, my thoughts are private and yet belongs to all, my life is small, and yet no one can measure it

BE ALIVE

Real history forgotten, knowledge have no real value, only thousand shades of gray, the one that stumbles knows the meaning, and grace in strength to fall apart. And yet if bone was never broken, and stroke of pain was never felt, then life would never know the knowing, and tear would never meet the eye, and i would never cease this moment, and i would never be alive

~~~*o*~~~

MEMORIES OF DEEP SPACE

Futons travels all it's life to meet the eye, what would be like without the actual observer
~~~~*O*~~~~
there is a place, it's deep in space, when nothing matters anymore, when death can not proclaim it's place, and shadow don't exist, no pain, no hunger, no desire, and total bliss surrounds, and glowing light in spheres, and golden nameless souls, the bridge connections everywhere, wormhole would take you anywhere, the tunnels reaching highest speed, it take a fraction of a second to be a cosmonaut, to fly in space without a spaceship, be  nameless sphere, attached to no one, selfless nameless sphere

~~~*O*~~~

 it's happens only deep in space

Subtiel power moves all thing and have no name

With grace i stand, and humble soul will reach to highest depth , to burst in flames that reach the sky, let go all fear, and melt though flash that sparks in flame, to bring the tone that meant to stay, ignite the thought to never part from flame, to burn like feniks in the space, and be like star far in the space that knows no space no time, subtiel power moves all thing and have no name to show, acquire power that within, and flame your flame for all