Sunday 20 December 2015

THOUGHTS IN MOVEMENT




where there is visible is always and inevitably invisible 
chain reaction continue without your comprehension,

 yes it does~* 

or is it, 

or you just choose not to see it 

now,

ask yourselves

are you ready to be totally honest

and call honesty only as temporal acknowledgment of the actual observable fragment of reality 

or, you would let your mind fill in the gaps with non factual historical fantasy of the distant cousins

of that previous civilizations

that left behind of them only uncertain guess 

of a modern man in deep confusion trying to understand himsElf~* 

i say we lost in interpretations of our own illusions

~~

when things are slowly passing by~~~~*o*~~~~ 
i am mechanick of my own thoughts~movement 
or am I
~~~~~*O*~~~~

Friday 4 September 2015

BITTERSWEET IMAGINATION



and she smiled, like she was smiling for the first time in her life, and the tear in her eye was shining like a diamond, and she knew this was a fragment of her own bittersweet imagination 
~~~~*o*~~~~
but imagination is always two steps away from reality 
and reality is two steps from imagination 
and this is bittersweet synchronicity

Sunday 31 May 2015

HINT




the fact that we are easily manipulated, is in fact a hint, that we are actually manipulated, 
and oblivione of that,
there is three things out here, hehehe 
is
manipulation, stimulation, and observation of all simultaneously 
we are trying to understand the condition itself 
and i mean fundamentally 

~~~~~*O*~~~~~

Monday 30 March 2015

EXPERIMENT




Did you ever thought that you are really interesting experiment, or not interesting,
 hehehe.
Now, 
ask yoursElf;

 are you~your own experiment,
 or someone elses.
~~~*O*~~~

Thursday 19 February 2015

UNSPOKEN LANGUAGE





I stand alone, but never lonely
the wind is playing with my hair 
the eye is fire, rivers melting

and shadows slowly follows me 

unspoken language of desire 
if understood will give you wings
~~~~*O*~~~~
and you, yes you, the ones from shallow waters 
i watch you watching me, as i am slowly passing by
you world is dying, perhaps its never been alive 
come in into me peace, take that what you can carry 
believe you me, the stumble more to come'
~~~~*O*~~~~
the wheel is turning~~slow emotion~~motion 
however, if misunderstood, it will continue without you
brake noise with silence of deep ponder 
think that what never thought before 
your discontent is easy understood 
all come from where you are 
all come from madness 
you're ~( psychological projection )~ discontent 
need private ponder, and reflection 
will make it clear, if understood
~~~~*O*~~~~
unspoken language of desire 
and laud projection of a discontent 
if understood will give you wings
JC

Thursday 22 January 2015

LETTER FROM DIVER~~TO A BLIND COSMONAUT



I AM ON THE QUEST, QUEST TO THE DOOMSDAY 
IF YOU FOLLOW ME, YOU WILL LOSE ME  
THERE WILL BE NO MORE YOU AND ME 
HOWEVER, THERE, IS ALWAYS HERE
ITS ALWAYS BEEN HERE, EVERYWHERE 
REMEMBER ME, FIVE HUNDRED YEARS AGO 
WAS BURNING IN THE FLAMES ON STAKE 
THE WORLD IS CHANGING, LIKE IT ALWAYS DID 
BUT THERE IS NOTHING NEW 
I AM HERE WITH YOU
AND EVERYBODY ELSE 
WHEN UNIVERSES WILL COLLIDE, YOU'LL UNDERSTAND  
I WRITE MY THOUGHTS ON TO THIS PAGE 
BUT THEY NOT ME 
~~~@~~~

Tuesday 20 January 2015

QUESTION EVERYTHING


in no shape and from i am willing to fit in 

and besides 
there is no time for such profanity 
~~~*O*~~~

Saturday 17 January 2015

TRAVEL AND THE TRAVELER




I travel deep with you because you can
and so i do
I see world through my your eyes, thoughts, emotions, feelings
~~~*O*~~~
when i was a child, i liked to take things apart, to see what they was made of, and how they worked. I still do the same things, to my thoughts~feelings~emotions, sometimes i get lost in them, lots in me, but i am not searching, and have no need to be found
~~~*O*~~~
you will see yourself in pages i written, in the story i feel~~think, in every drop of motion~~emotion, I feel you always, you are in my thoughts~~feelings, my thought is mine but not me, and it is from me and you, if you feel it, you will fly
keep this dance alive 
cause it is never over

Thursday 15 January 2015

FOOLS



i am assuming, that only fool would think, he she are smart
i think i am convinced
~~~*O*~~~

Wednesday 14 January 2015

EVERYTHING IS BACKWARDS


i am lost inside of me, there is no return, and no google maps for that 

cheers 
~~~*O*~~~
in everlasting nothingness

Friday 9 January 2015

MIND WHEEL




there are too many people that love to hate, and hate to think
they love to memorize, but never can remember
they look, but they don't see
they ask, but never listen 
they say to me, your thoughts is too complex, and too ideal 
i say to them, your mind is absent, you forgot what means to think, and you are stuck in useless repetition 
~~~*O*~~~
pass me my boots, i am not afraid to leave 
whatever's shallow shall remain as such
as always I, look back with no remorse

DREAMS AND THE DREAMER





Feelings to thoughts, thoughts to thinking, thinking to understanding, understanding to knowing 

show without showing, what you know without knowing, learn without learning  

this minute is the only minute, like a drop of water, in the ocean of motion, it have no ends and no beginnings, transforming slow motion, in waves of emotion, I transcend into each drop of water, watchful eye in notion, dissipate into ocean, bittersweet surrendering , dare to feel, to think, to understand, ocean in motion, endless emotion
the depths of unknown is sweeter than honey, fearless mind spinning into slow motion, sees without seeing, touch without touching, belongs to no one, regrets nothing  
I stay here, where water meets land, where sunshine tickles my skin
my dreams reserved for you    
~~~*o*~~~